
This Advent season I've been pondering these words from Henri Nouwen's The Genesee Diary:
"I pray that Advent will offer me the opportunity to deepen my memory of God's great deeds in time and will set me free to look forward with courage to the fulfillment of time by him who came and is still to come." ~ Henri J.M. Nouwen
Our Christmas celebration at home has been greatly simplified this year due to schedule constraints. This has opened up a simpler season of focus on Christ's coming, surrounding our Advent Wreath and some readings to the kids. At one level I've always been in a state of "waiting" due to chronic pain. Even now, for instance, I am "waiting" to get through an aggravated shoulder injury that is keeping me off the computer (my husband is being my secretary by typing this as I dictate!)
And it's hit me that this is the mindset that has always been in Scripture. Old Testament Jews had to wait for Messiah - to just sit there and suffer until he came, That's what made his first advent so meaningful for them. And New Testament Christians are also waiting for him to return again, to set all things right and remake the world. I find myself waiting for him to come create that New Earth in which pain will be only a distant memory.
And so, as God's f0llowers always have, we wait for Jesus to save us.

