and my Father is the vinedresser.
Every branch in me that does not bear fruit he takes away,
and every branch that does bear fruit he prunes,
that it may bear more fruit."
John 15:1&2
We owned some grapevines at one time. As I didn't know what to do for them beyond watering and providing support for the branches, very little fruit emerged. A relative showed me how to prune them. It was a difficult and time consuming thing to be the vinedresser.
I had to isolate the main vine, find the branches protruding from it, count the first two knots (looks like knuckles on a finger), and make the cut. So many leaves and branches cut away left those grapevines ugly and bare.With time, much water, and plenty of sun those branches grew new ones and fruit grew. By late summer the ugly pruned vine was completely covered with numerous branches, large green leaves, and grapes growing underneath.
My children loved the shady nook it created with grapes to be picked and enjoyed right above their heads.Jesus taught using word pictures and life experiences that were familiar to his disciples. No doubt they understood that pruning was a cleaning of some sort and that it was necessary if you wanted a fine crop of grapes. With the help of my ESV Study Bible and my own garden experience this passage in John 15:1-11 is more clear.
However, my mind and my heart still want to argue a little with the vinedresser. The pruning was painful and I miss certain activities that I thought brought Him glory. So, while I wait for new growth and the fruit that will come I must abide in the vine (John 15:4). I will protect and guard my time with my Lord to learn from His Word, fellowship with Him in prayer, and obey His precepts (John 15:10).
Joy can be found in resting in His presence (John 15:11). As I can't do anything apart from Him (John 15:5), neither can my heart be at peace with the pruning unless I trust Him (Isaiah 26:3). If He allows me to see the fruit that is produced for His glory, it will be understood in my humbled state. In dependence I find acceptance. In acceptance I find humility. And in humility I see what a big God can do with a pruned branch.
Thankfully, God has given me some understanding of the fruit He is producing in me through the eyes of my husband. He blogged about me "completing" him. I know that if I had my way and all the various activities that I would pursue if I hadn't been pruned, I wouldn't have been available enough for my preaching husband to feel this way. Thank you, Father for the pruning and the unimaginable fruit!



6 comments:
What I once thought as "critical" to my becoming has been readdressed by the Vinedresser over the past few years. He continues to shape my dreams. In the process, I've had to let go of some things and adopt some new ideas about how "the rest of it" is going to play itself out.
I recently spent some time with a friend who is gravely ill. Her list of what she'd like to do with what's left has dramatically changed from even 6 months ago. We talked about the possibilities, wrote down some ideas, and for the first time in a long time, I saw a glimmer of hope in my friend's eyes.
I imagine her being able to do a few simple things for God's glory and as an everlasting "sowing" would be enough for her today. It is for me.
Love you Amy. I think God has something "new" wrapped in the remembrance of the old for you. Start looking and don't be surprised when God's peace finds you alongside.
~elaine
Amy, dearest, this post has blessed me slap down to the warm fuzzy socs you gave me one Christmas.
How grateful I am that our Vinedresser is determined yet prunes with mercy and grace. As life doesn't always feel merciful and grace filled, I thank God for the promise that a time is coming when our pain, sorrows and difficulties will be fully understood as not only light and momentary but profoundly useful. If I understand scripture correctly, we will not want to have had it any other way.
I love you.
Judy-Mom
Great post. We're moving this month. The house we're leaving has a grape vine, no one ever told us how to prune. Wished we did, probably would have borne much more fruit. Oh well..the lessons we learned. Great post and so real to me.
Amy, this post is so beautiful! Your heart of humility and abundance for Jesus shines through your words. You speak of the power and satisfaction of complete trust in God. It's so moving!
I have been in a similar situation, I believe. I deal with chronic health issues that keep me from doing things I feel would be more productive. Yet, how faithful God is! Through all this pain and passivity, I know His glory is beginning to glow.
I had to decrease, so He could increase. And, yes, this process has been painful physically and emotionally.
How absolutely beautiful that your husband speaks of you as completing him. That thought brings chills to me, as the same thing has basically happened for my dear husband and me. To God be the glory!
And while I say all this, I agree with Elaine. God is in no way finished with you, dear one. What great plans He has in store for you, who are His beloved! Praise His Name!!!
The pictures of your children sitting beneath the vine are most precious!
And I want to thank you for the insight into Villette. I am one with you concerning literary critics. I do hate their worldly views.
Blessings to you as you abide. I love you as a sister in the Lord.
Andrea
Everything that has breath praise the LORD!!! This website is a BLESSING Amy...
For the past couple of weeks ive been trying to understand what GOD is doing?? I need clarity. I have one question after the painful prunning process then the unimaginable fruit. In other words, the talents and gifts that he has given us will be used mightly- AT A GREATER MEASURE we will really blossom in the way GOD uses us.. Am I correct ?? Thank you in advance
GOD bless you all. Grace be unto you and your family..
Victory, Thank you for your comment here. Waiting on God for clarity amidst the fogging unknown is very hard...especially if it is also painful. God's pruning process in areas where we thought need not be pruned can be confusing. But, the activities I thought I should be doing which use my talents are not to be at this time....I also need to be open to them not being used that way at any time. That is why I mentioned my husbands post about the completing I do for him. That is unimagined because I didn't think it possible...and I know I could not have had the time or focus to be so behind the scenes engaged with his stuff if I had my own public ministry. The talents and gifts He gives us may someday be used at a greater measure in this life, or may not. Heaven will be a glorious place where we will do everything we once imagined and more...all to his glory. You and I may have to wait until THAT day for such talents and gifts to come to fruition. And the waiting, trusting, and sacrificing such gifts to Him in this broken life now gives Him much glory as well....especially if it is done willingly. I lose myself and He becomes my all. The unimagined fruit here is my found peace in Him and my significance found not in what I do, but who I am in Christ...that is spiritual growth and maturity.
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